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on fantasies
The other night, my partner and I were sitting outside looking at the sky playing a game where we each describe our perfect home and city...
cessab
May 22, 20203 min read
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on drawing a flower
In the absence of a job, I’ve been drawing more than I have since I was a child. A friend recently asked me what types of creation and...
cessab
May 18, 20204 min read
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on childhood
I have been thinking about my childhood a lot lately. I have been tracing our house in Oracle (a smaaaall town about 30 miles north of...
cessab
May 14, 20205 min read
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on spiders (plus a poem)
No matter how used to change I am, transition always triggers my anxiety. I’ve felt like crying for days, tears sit suspended behind my...
cessab
May 11, 20203 min read
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on activism; for Ahmaud Arbery
content warning: racial violence, murder, loss Yesterday, I learned a 25 year old Black man named Ahmaud Arbery, while recently out for a...
cessab
May 7, 20204 min read
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on chronic pain
THIS MORNING I AM THINKING ABOUT CHRONIC PAIN. Ha. I wrote that by accident in big capitol and bold letters, but when I realized that’s...
cessab
May 6, 20202 min read
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on being alone and being enough
It’s funny how immediately after starting this blog, I was flooded with worry about what other people think. How did I seem? Is this self...
cessab
May 4, 20203 min read
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on hair
My hair is in its most awkward, most annoying length. It does not behave in the ways I wish it would, in the ways I witness hair behaving...
cessab
May 1, 20202 min read
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on global pandemics
Around a month ago, after emergency flying back from Seattle after only a day and a half there, my partner, our kitten, and I drove 9...
cessab
Apr 30, 20204 min read
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on "mezcla"
I occupy a lot of in between spaces. In my racial identity and sexuality, in my career and chosen professional fields, in the privilege...
cessab
Apr 28, 20201 min read
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on starting a blog
Since we are confined to our homes because of COVID, and since I don’t currently have a job, I’ve been writing a lot. I have been feeling...
cessab
Apr 27, 20202 min read
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